Saturday, August 12, 2006
  strong enough to break me
midterm exams taking its toll once again. im exhausted from 12 hour-studying skeds. no time to sleep nor eat. worse, a lot of other things bugging my brain. i guess im not the type to compartmentalize. but when someone else needs me to be strong for them, i would shove everything in my head to one corner and make sure my sis knows im there for her.

as for the one who is strong enough to break me, here's a song by sitti:

Kung ika’y magiging akin
Di ka na muling luluha pa
Pangakong di ka lolokohin
Ng puso kong nagmamahal

Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin
Pangako ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman

Di kita pipilitiin
Sundin mo ang iyong damdamin
Hayaan na lang tumibok ang puso mo
Para sa akin

Kung ako ay mamalasin
At meron ka nang ibang mahal
Ngunit patuloy ang aking pag-ibig
Magpakailanman

Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman



 
Friday, August 11, 2006
  betrayal at its stealthiest
betrayal equals stealth. why shouldnt it? betrayal is done through stealth. it would only be later on that you'd find out that you have a knife stuck on ur back. bad trip. ang ayoko kasi eh yung binabalahura ako ng person who i treat well...like one who i treat like my own flesh and blood. pucha nakakarami na siya sakin eh. pinapalagpas ko lang.. but this latest one, tangna. sobra na ha. im so pissed off na.
 
I will fight back, you know. And then, I'll make your life hell.