weird familiarityyou know how they say that sometimes all you need is closure and then you'll move on? how do you know when you've achieved some sort of closure in your life? yeah, right, confront everything. and what happens after that? there's no guarantee that the past will be left behind. and assuming in arguendo that you do leave the past behind, what makes you so sure that the past will not come back for you?
you know how sometimes we make the darnest mistakes of our lives? and it takes us forever and a day to forgive ourselves for those mistakes. and so we go on with life, thinking that the mistake is forever buried in the soils of forgiveness. then after long years of a new life, something comes up and it brings back the dead! and all you can say is...tangina...why the fuck am i so affected by it? haven't i left this all years ago? and then you realize that you never had closure.
because the reality is, there will always be that weird familiarity with people and things...and no matter how you try to leave behind everything to start anew, you bring the past with you...because who you are now is because of what was.
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