cupid's favoritejust when ive stripped myself of all fears, and actually taken the leap, i get burned and get my heart broken. big time.
why is it that way? that when we have decided to take the risk, it ends up breaking our heart...can we swear off love for the rest of our life? and if we do, what happens then? whats more worth it, swearing off love or continue believing in it in the hopes that it will follow thru at one point or the other. why cant we have definite answers on questions about love? and how come even if we dont let love be the end-all of our lives, it somehow finds its way to manipulate us?
for people like me who always fall in love, and always get our hearts broken, when is the right time to say IVE HAD ENOUGH?
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but can u REALLY stay away from it? it somehow finds you, one way or the other, no matter how hard you try to shake it off...thats why we have what ifs in our lives.
tell me, pau, is it worth it? staying away from love? what do u get out of staying away? do u feel stronger or more in control? or do u feel alone, too, sometimes? have you stopped feeling, at all? have u silently pushed away people because u think love is too complicated?
because ive never really stayed away. i just let it come and hit me. but hey, if its worth it, maybe i should go stay away too.
agree falling in love is 100 times easier than falling out of love... plus falling in love is way more fun.
i really dont know how you do it pau... i mean, ive said the exact same words pat has said over and over gain, but i just keep falling (and for the ones with major complications too.. sabi mo nga).
how can you stay away? how can you risk missing out on the possibility that he/she just might be THE one?
hala pat.. pagtulungan natin si pau.. at the end of this we just might be converted. bwahahaha. two less hopeless romantics in the world!
mister vinluan talks about love! congratulations pat... you have achieved the seemingly impossible!
i can naver be manhid to it even if you threaten me with the worst. ganun talaga... my heart is bigger than my brain. im in love wiht love.
im glad you havent given up on it, pat. not to say pau has... maybe its just not his thing right now. trial and error... we'll find the right one eventually.
but i do agree with what you said pau... when you DO realize you are in love, it will probably hit you real bad. give me a call when it does so i can say: i told you so... hahaha. kidding.
its scary no... the thought (and pressure) of finding someone you should share 'forever' with... i agree it is rare in this day and age... maybe kasi its een dramatized and fairytale-ized too much that people keep jumping the gun... then they realize this isnt the one for me yet... nagmadali kasi. too much wanting to find it, na tuloy each and everytime they think its THE one.
even im guilty of it... haha. it just tickles my soul... the thought ba shet, baka sha na nga. mabe that's why we fall hard and get hurt so much, pat... the disappointment na its not THE one pa, is the one that breaks our heart.
so there just might be some twisted wisdom in being manhid... to a cerain extent.. :)
it shouldnt break our hearts if hindi pa siya talaga...why should it break our heart eh hindi nga siya...that means he's someone insignificant if he's not the one
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