selfish unselfishnesshave u ever met a person who was so unselfish to the point that the person becomes so selfish? ok, lemme elaborate. its like the person gives so much that he doesnt allow anyone to give back to him. and then he suddenly gets into an outburst of feelings that he's tired of giving and tired of being strong for anyone. HELLO. thats because you never let anyone get near you to the point that you push people away. i dunno if im making any sense. its just that last night, words came out so strong and irrational that i didnt know whether i should be pissed or hurt. to say that no one is being strong for you, no one is there for you is not true. because the fact of the matter is, there are a lot of people who are strong for you but u just choose not to take their hands because you are too immersed in being the hero of everyone.
maybe its now time to allow people to rescue you. after all, even super heroes need some saving once in awhile.
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