quicksand
im finding myself in a quicksand right now. how i wish it were like the one in time crisis 4 where u can shoot the terror bites with the machine gun para u can pull yourself up...kaya lang in real life, walang machine gun eh..and now im slowly getting eaten up by the quicksand. sometimes i wish i could just say how i feel pero at this point in time, parang im not allowed to be weak or something. yeah, call it messiahnic complex. ganun talaga eh. i cant wait for the time when ako na yung pwedeng umiyak and pwedeng mag-rant and pwedeng maging heartbroken about things. maybe im not as selfish as people think i am.